hmm...back frm camp few daes back...
guess u still dulan nw wif wendy bah...
k chill...try dun angry lor...
try to enjoy ur camp...
smile more...
anithing jus msg mi lor...
weimings alwaes dere...
i wun giv up...but jus take it tt i giv up le...

NoEmO| Fluttered at 7:09 AM|

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i said i giv up...
i said i giv up...
i said i giv up...
guess i dun nid to trouble wendy animre...
to save her frm bein bothered by tis also...
omg i feel so fuck up...
i guess i m gettin my retribution...
my past is finalli here to haunt mi...
wads the use of havin so mani relationship b4...
i finalli realise...
wads the use...
u all tink i realli liek my past...
who would nt wan to hav...
sumone u realli love...
sumone by ur side...
sumone who cn las wif u...
sumone whom u cn be happi wif...
i m no expection...
i m lonely...
i said i giv up...
but i dun realli feel tt wae bah...
fuck...i hate myself...
havin a past liek mi...
will make u soon realise tt...
u wouldn't ever wan ur past to come back again...
retribution is wad u will get...
haish...i m emo...

NoEmO| Fluttered at 5:14 AM|

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aniwae i wanna sae smth...
ckt is nv complete without ani of us...
includin u devon...
so nxt tym when ckt together...
try to tok mre k...
hope u dun feel left out...
u r part of us!!!
weimings alwaes here...= )

NoEmO| Fluttered at 6:32 AM|

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hmm...came to post since i m still awake...
jus reached hm nt long ago...
its 7.37am...dunno y jus feel liek bloggin...
shall recap bout sum things bah...
i noe its hard to forget...
i noe the memories r dere...
but r u goin to be stuck dere fereva...
once again...
guess tym is wad u nid again...
hmm...u didn't came fer nel bdae...
sry if my words was abit too harsh...
i didn't mean it...seriously...
i dun...sry once again...
hope u dun take it to heart...
i still rmb tt dae...
when u said everything to mi...
thru tt communicatin device...
when u said tt thing...
tt time bout u dun suit mi...
and i dun suit u...
i was stunned fer words at tt moment...
i didn't realli noe wad to reply u...
but it was quite sad to hear tt thou...
nvm...i will still be waitin...
since u nid tym...
den i shall use tym...
nvm...i m also emo myself...
but honestly speakin...
i didn't mean to make u feel bad...
aniwae...i m still waitin...
fer the dae to ask u out...
aniwae...i told u bout my past...
guess it will even make my chance of jio u...
impossible...impossible...
hmm...but nvm...its normal...
i regret my past...
all i hope nw is...
fer u to takkaire of yaself...
aniwae the las tym i saw u was...
durin the ckt dinner...
beens liek so long uh...
k bah...mit up soon...
weimings still here...
i shall try to make...the impossible possible...
but hope by sayin tis...
i m nt givin u mre pressure and problems...
hope u dun get pissed off by wad i said...
aniwae u r soft-hearted...
its obvious...smiledevonsmile...
tts my purpose of creatin tis blog...= )
aniwae i cn be ur listenin ear...

NoEmO| Fluttered at 3:37 PM|

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I'm still waiting...

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